Never felt this way..

Had a set back today. Was not able to keep anything down and severe stomach pains and cramping. Really thought I was going to have to get someone to take me to the emergency room. Thank goodness I have nurses and doctors for friends. Now since that is out of the way, I am making a break through. MY WALL IS HALF WAY DOWN, yeah me! With that being said, I think he's into me just as much as I'm into him, at least that is what he tells me :) He is such a good hearted person and I can't help but to smile when I see he text or is calling me. I can honestly say it's not a physical thing, he is the most intelligent, artist, warm hearted, caring, honest person I have met in a long time. So refreshing...I can't even put it into words. The more we talk and text the more I fall for him, right now he is saying all of the right things to keep my attention on him. Praying that we stay on this track of exploring  one another because he is definately someone I want to have in my life for the long haul. But I am going to do what I said and let him make all of the first moves. Time to put the aggressive Nyiesa away and show my softer side. I'm excited for the future.