Tomorrow is a new day

Sometimes I am the most inconsiderate person. This is nothing new I have been told this since I was a child. Now at 32 I still find myself being distant and trust me when I say it comes off the wrong way. Took a trip today and in my head the trip went totally different, but somehow I managed once again to through a wrench in it. Trust me when I say I don't do it on purpose. I really feel like since I don't want to be hurt again I tend to block some emotions and become complacent about a lot of things. It's no ones fault, but that is my way of dealing with feelings that I do not want to feel. OOOOHHHH that sounds horrible! All I can do is try to be better and not beat myself up because of it.