Tired

Not a lot to write about at 2 am, but I've had some medical things happen the past couple of months and it just dawned on me today that no one really gives a damn. My family, so called friends no one. Do you think I've gotten a phone call to see how I was doing...NOPE, not my parents, siblings or grandparents. I should really be use to it, but at 32 it still bothers me. People only call when they want something or to tell me what they are going through. I'm suppose to jump and be superwoman when other people are down or not feeling well and all I get when I'm sick is "what's wrong" and no call or response after that. Everything in me right now wants to cuss and act a fool, but that won't get me anywhere. So I will keep doing what I have been doing my whole and deal with things myself since I am by myself.